Poems
Dibbukim
(Dibbiks) spirits
of the dead lights flickering
(he said) their ruakh will
never leave the earth instead
they crowd the forests the fields around
the privies the hapless spirits wait
millions of souls turned
into ghosts at once the
air is full of them they
are standing each one beside a tree under
its shadows or the moon’s but
they cast no shadows of their own this
moment & the next they are pretending to
be rocks but who is fooled who
is fooled here by the dead the jews the
gypsies the leadeyed
polish patriot living
beings reduced to symbols of
what it had been to be alive “o
do not touch them” the mother cries fitful,
as almost in a dream she
draws the child’s hand to her heart in
terror but the innocent dead grow
furious they break down doors drop
slime onto your tables they
tear their tongues out by the roots & smear your lamps
your children’s lips with
blood a hole drilled in the wall will
not deter them from
stolen homes stone architectures they
hate they are the convoys of the dead the
ghostly drivers still searching the
roads to malkin ghost carts overturned ghost
autos in blue ditches if
only our eyes were wild enough to
see them our hearts to know their terror the
terror of the man who walks alone their
victim whose house whose skin they
crawl in incubus
& succubus a
dibbik leaping from a cow to lodge inside his
throat clusters
of jews who
swarm here mothers without hair blachbearded
fathers they
lap up fire water
slime entangle
the hairs of brides or
mourn their clothing hovering over
a field of rags half-rotted
shoes & tablecloths old thermos bottles
rings lost
tribes in empty synagogues at
night their voices carrying
across the fields to
rot your kasha your barley stricken
beneath their acid rains no
holocaust because no sacrifice no
sacrifice to give the lie of
meaning & no meaning after auschwitz there
is only poetry no hope no
other language left to heal no
language & no faces because
no faces left no names no
sudden recognitions on the street only
the dead still swarming
only khurbn a
dead man in a rabbi’s clothes who
squats outside the mortuary
house who
guards their privies who is called master
of shit
an old alarm clock hung
around his neck
who holds a
wreath of leaves under his nose from
“the
stinking odor of this world” Nokh
Aushvits (After the
poem is ugly & they make it uglier wherein
the power recides that
when
listening that evening to the other poet read he
said “that was pure
ugliness” & oh it was it
was & it made
my heart skip a beat because
the poem would’t allow it
no not
a moment’s grace nor beauty to obstruct whatever
the age demanded or the poem shit
poured on wall & floor sex
shredded genitals torn
looses by dog claws & the ugliness
that you were to suffer later that they had
suffered not
as dante dreamed it but in the funnel they
ran through & that the others called the
road to heaven little hills
& holes now & beneath upon among them broken
mirrors kettles pans enameled teapots the
braided candlesticks of sabbath prayershawl
scraps & scraps of bodies
bones his
child’s he said leaping into
the mud the pool of bones & slime
the frail limbs separating each
time he pulls at one
the mystery of body not
a mystery bodies naked then bodies boned
& rotten how he must
fight his
rage for beauty must make a poem so
ugly it can drive out the other voices like
artaud’s squawk the poem addressed to
ugliness must resist even
the artistry of death
a stage set at
treblinka ticket windows a large clock the
signs that read: change for but
the man cries who has seen the
piles of clothing
jews it
is not good it is your own sad meat that
hangs here poor & bagged like animals the
blood cogulated into a jell an
armpit through which a ventricle has burst & left him dangling
screaming a
raw prong stuck through his tongue another
through his scrotal sac
he sees a
mouth a hole a red hole the
scarlet remnants of the children’s flesh their
eyes like frozen baby scallops so
succulent that the blond ukrainian guard sulking
beneath is parasol leaps up & sucks them inward
past his iron teeth & down his gullet,
shitting globules
of fat & shit that
trickle down the pit in which the victim – the
girl without a tongue – stares up & reads her final
heartbreak Visions
of Jesus Let’s
say it was Jesus. Who is Jesus? Why should Jesus
be the
name now
celebrated, entering the poem? Or let’s say it wasn’t.
That I have a key to make it open like
a sound. Each sound’s a rage. Each
page a turning over.
I am writing this the
way a preacher speaks the word out on a prairie. Visions
of Jesus everywhere. Sweet Jesus, says the
song, to which the mind says archly,
darkly, “sour Jesus,” & the poem begins
with that. Pink
Jesus.
Tiny Jesuses on
every bush, the world of sagebrush now a world
of tiny
Jesuses. Soft
Jesus maybe.
(Is there a sexual appearsion in it or
only another way of saying “tender Jesus”?) Jesus in with
his beard cut off. A weepy girl named
Jesus. She opens up her breast, the
moon pops out. O menses, colored glass & papers, birds
with messages of
love, tra la, on metal wings. His other name is
Rollo, Baby Winchester or
Baby Love. Jesus with a cow’s head on
his shoulders, candles reaching from his
fingertips. Jesus in his one-eyed ford. Squawk squawk, the
preacher cries. Eyes
of the congregation turning white. The pinwheel shooting
sparks against his lap. Jesus
in furs.
Jesus in growing
old. Hot
& glowing Jesus.
Jesus on the ace of hearts. Alfalfa
Jesus.
I am writing this the
way a gambler cuts his name into
the table. Jesus in formica. Drinking in the morning,
playing coon-can with
his brother James. Other
names of Jesus. Jesus
H. Jones or Jesus in the woodpile. Tomtom Jesus. Jesus
who aims a bullet down his mouth. His children hang his
body from a cross. Three
Jesuses in Three
in Tishmingo.
Jesus buried in His suffering has left
their bodies empty.
In the night sky past Jesus becomes his pain
& flies, aiming
to leave his eyes for others. Mother Jesus. Her children have forsaken
her. She learns to cry &
plays nightly
at mah jong, dropping her tiles into
the bottomless lake. The man who chews his
wrists down to the bone is
also Jesus. Jesus in
a feathered skull cap. Tacking stars onto
his vest, o cockeyed Jesus, wanderer
from he
squawks the language of the little merchants, squatting
at their campfire he stirs their
coffee with his tool. How like his grandfather he
has become. Coyote Jesus. Farting in the sweat
lodge, tight against
his buttons in
the bride’s room. Jesus. Pawnee
Jesus. He is staring at the
eyes of Jesus staring
into his. Their eyeballs spin
around like
planets. Visions
of Jesus everywhere. Gambler
Jesus. Banker
Jesus. Flatfoot
Jesus with a floy floy. Jesus
shuffling. The soldiers guard
his silent fan, tacked
up, beside his rattle. Jesus
on the pavement.
Jesus shot
for love, the powpow over, naked,
crawling toward you, vomit
on his beard. His father’s milk in
dribbling – plin plin – in the cup called
Jesus. Ghosts unhook
the breast plate, draw two
streams of milk out, mix
them, opening the
mother’s womb. No midwife comes
to her, she gives birth like
a man, & holds him in
a dream. Old song erupting
in the gourd dance, in
the storefront church at
night, among the hapless armies.
Two plus two is Jesus.
Five is Jesus. Jesus in Okarchie, driving.
Jesus in his one-eyed ford, arriving
for the dance in Barefoot. Visions
of Jesus everywhere. Jesus wrapped up in
a woman’s shawl. Jesus in a corner, stroking
his tight body. Masturbating
Jesus. Jesus
sucking on a ball of fat. There is no language
left for him to speak, only
the humming in his chest, a
rush of syllables like
honey. Pouring from
every orifice, the voice of
renegades & preachers without
words. Pink Jesuses in emerging
with the spring. Catfish
Jesuses. A beetle with the face
of Jesus scribbled
on its back, squashed flat against
the dance floor. Jesus
squawking with the voice of angels. I am writing this the
way a man speaks without words. Wordless in the light
he pulls out
of his mouth. In the holes he hides in. Wordless
in praises.
Wordless in peyote. Wordless
in hellos & hallelujahs. The freaky Jew slips
in beside his
bride, asleep forever, counts up bears & cadillacs under
a leaky sky. A
Flower Cantata 1 he
weaves his flowers into flower words, a
flower song beginning that
will become a flower word song or
will become a root song, song
root flowers at his beckoning inside
a house of flowers, a
flower world, plumed
flowers adrift on
flower drums the
fathers would call delicious flowers 2 she
who would walk with pleasure flowers would
shake a flower rattle in
a house where flower copal burned, where
there was flower mist below the gates, where
flower rain fell down, the
sound of flower water circled
among the water flowers, silent
flowers, beside
the serpent flowers, someone
announced a paradise of flowers 3 here
is a flower brilliance, here
where the mind forms turquoise flowers, binds
them in flower garlands, turquoise
swanlike flowers, here
where the bellbird flowers cry, where
the parrot flowers light a way for you, here
is a road of pink swan flowers, a road of green swan water flowers, the
ruined flowers you walk among in
dreams, the lines of dead dry flowers 4 weeping
flowers tears they hide behind sad
flowers that
are weeping, weeping flowers they
would call flowers of bereavement in
the night, the drizzling flowers are
overwhelmed by flower sighs, sad
flower jewels stuck under their skins, before
the golden flowers have come to life & hummed like darkness
flowers, the
metal warriors of flower death 5 war
flowers that draw us into war awaken
the knife death flowers for us before
the flower war deaths start, we
wait here among honeyed flowers the
drunken flowers that surround our hearts like
holy flowers or
the green swan cacao flowers of the fathers, are
there raven flowers there or flower ravens? eagle
& jaguar flowers? or
are there flower eagles, flower jaguars, flower
ravens,
chrome black ice
blue flame red flowers? 6 sulfur
flowers that turn into eagle flowers or
white lead flowers that turn into chalk & feather
flowers flower
banners hanging in a field of sapphire flowers or
flower painting buzzing like electric flowers or like
knifelike
yellow flowers
that turn into
lightning
flowers while
the fathers blow flower conch horns that explode
like
sonic flowers or
flower water conch horns that turn into siren flowers in
the sleep of yellow flowers urgent & muted
like narcotic
flowers flower
floods under a bridge of angel flowers or
plume flood flowers that turn into moon & planet
flowers 7 my
eye watches a world of flower fish in
which fish flowers shimmer, laughing
flowers in water kingdoms, swimming
toward flower pleasures, these
turn into flowers of the sun, the
true creation flowers that
are feather flowers in the daylight, spirit
flowers when the moon comes out & turns them into
flower ghosts the
fathers would call immortal feather flowers Published by arrangement
with the author (Poems are taken from:
Jerome Rothenberg. Khurbn
& Other Poems. New Directions, 1989) © Jerome Rothenberg,
1989 |